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Tuesday, April 12, 2005 Finally, the day comes liao. must be hoping me to write something real nice and happy here right? Nahz.. Wrong!! Today I make a very firm decision worx. I decide to let go of "him" already. I have make changes to my friendster account so that I wouldn't think anything much and I am prepared to move on. Guess we have make everything extremely clear to each other already. Both of us know that we can't really possible be together de. Five years ago de today, is the first day that we are together. Five years later de today, we are friends. Not only normal friends worx.. But very good friends. Just now I promise "him" that I will move on and I will pray for "him" that "he" and "she" can be together one day. I know "she" really meant alot to "him". Knowing the fact that both of us can only be very good friends for the rest of our lives, I am neither sad nor devastated. But rather I am glad. I know "he" is being true to me and that "he" didn't used me to forget "her". Hey people out there.. Listen carefully!! I am going to forget "him" and move on. I will forget "him" as fast as I can( I don't know how long I will take, but I will try not to take a long time to do so. ) , I will live my each and everyday to the fullest, I will be xing fu( In chinese), I will be back my old self.. To the "him" I mentioned in my blog... Thanks for bringing me so much happiness. Loving you wasn't a mistake nor was it a pain. It is just something so sweet and wonderful. Although we can't be together, I believe both of us will be happy and that one day we sure will be able to find our loved one and be with them forever de. I pray for you that you and "her" can be together and the "problem" that is hindering the both or you from being together will disappear. I wish you and "her" happines and most of all I wish you yong yuan xing fu kuai le, neng xiang kai xin guo yi yang de kai xin( In chinese ). But if really its impossible to be together with "her", let go bahz. Bu shu yu ni de, fang kai ni de shuo ke neng hui gen kai xin. ( In chinese ) Don't because of "her" then you don't accept new love anymore. Be brave okies?? I know it takes time and pains you. But do really make the effort to let go and accept new people into your life if things don't work out okies?? If you don't move on when you sees nothing down the future of the both of you, you will make upset "her" and you ain't doing anything great to yourself either. Anyway.. Thanks for bringing me beautiful colours into my life.. Neng ren shi dao ni, wo yi jing hen men zhu le. ( In chinese ) *mUaCkZz* 9:34 AM |
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